I have a lot of anxiety surrounding sex and intimacy, whether that be trauma or whatever I don't know. All I know is I find it a lot less scary when someone else is in control
@Dayglochainsaw yeah at times I wish I weren't so broken ): but then nobody's perfect and I got high self-esteem so I know realistically I'm a catch to whoever gets me. My mental health is a weird mix of being a cocky shit and depressed mess 😆
also yeah i'm never really in uh the mood to top just because i feel like, my life is so fucked and out of control that i can't focus on it, and i need someone to focus it,
@doe@Dayglochainsaw see I am happy to switch at times, I'm just naturally way more submissive and switching is inherently more difficult with all the anxiety I have with intimacy
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